I have done previous attempts to write spontaneous thoughts on a sort of online journey but in this case I wanted it to be less about diaristic issues and more about a follow up on a series of Institutional rejections suffered by my work, or by me, who knows?
The drop that filled the anxiety and sadness felt about a series of rejections ( lets say that those rejections could start at school, when treated like Carrie by my fellow girl companions) that are all about me and my work produced since I started with my publication V.O.
I am not going to list here all this string of events that where all about dismissing me and my work.
Is just a way of introducing the issue giving it enough weight so that it its left clear why is it that one decides to study its own experience of been rejected as artist ( our work ).
Hamaca is an archive online based in Barcelona that collects archives artist moving image from Catalunya.
They struggle with economics and get to do calls for submissions every two or even three years.
The few years before this I had applied fro the first time to be considered and was rejected, I was surprised as I have considered the work submitted enough relevant and asked some one for its feedback. Seems that the fact that I had been too honest and told that the film was accompanied with live music made them ( the jury) feel that the film will be not on its real format ( as was an expanded film) to be archived.
I believe that this sort of issue is already an amazing one to be studied and contested urgently as well. For what happen to the many expanded films that exist if they can't be archived because they have not "the live element" within it?
Now I rather go straight to the case:
Hamaca called again for submissions this year ...
here is the brief :
CONVOCATORIA HAMACA-MUSEO REINA SOFÍA 2015
1-Título del video.
2-Nombre del/de la autora/autor.
3-Sinopsis (máximo 100 palabras).
4-Link a los datos biográficos de la autora/autor (en caso de no tener web, se puede adjuntar un pdf al mail de inscripción)
4-Datos de contacto del/la autora/autor (correo electrónico y número de teléfono).
( you can go online and see who did got selected and make up your mind)
What is there that the fact that were all women makes this rejection so hurting and deceiving?
What is it that one was hoping for? What kind of solidarity or recognition that evidently they ( the four women) did not need did not feel?




